im sorry

a night full of glittering stars and a unscented candle in front of our wasted faces..all were about to vanish...identical faces and red noses...itchy skin and all of a sudden a call of nature insisted...i keep on telling myself that it was not as i was thinkin'...i insisted to text somebody to prove to myself that i was not that shit enough..i ended up sleeping with my soiled clothes and all accesories on..im sorry..it was not that..i just missed you so much!