making me bleed

i didn't even try to think you have this girlfriend that they say.. I would not think of any instance that you are together..For months i have treated myself crazy for many reasons that has something to do with you..i have not even talked to you but you seem so gentle..i have not even tried smiling at you so you won't say anything against me..i have not even known you that much yet im regretfully inlove with you..for that time scale, i cant believe i have this dangerous feelings i saved for you..and now here you are, smiling with the accompaniment of your expressive eyes..you whispers something in her cute little face...maybe you love her that much..definitely glamorous than i am..i understand..but i hope you here me cry in pain everytime you hold her hand..



--march 16,2007.....8:56pm...

cover me with dreams

how does it really feel when you are truly hopeless? is it worst than dying? or i guess no one could ever pin point what the hell it really means..every sentence provides something that is factual. each word signifies a moment of sadness. each letter proves something beyond everything anyone could ever imagine. Im feeling so ambitious..feeling so elated everytime a could read true stories. sometimes desperately talking to oneself proving something that is beyond everyones perception. No one could ever comprehend my expectations. no one could ever try to tap my shoulder forcefully telling me that im damn right! yes, i cant tell how.. i can see my tears diminishing everytime i could spell out your name. my voice quivering everytime i hear you scream. my knees falling unto each surface where i could see you stand. Yes, it is what you think. i think i am inlove with you. no...i am inlove with you.


----from a recognizable human being

can't see the point

--it is when you register unlimitxt but no one seems to text you back..
--when you notice him from a distance but you can't seem to give him a smile..
--you are in the same jeep, and you can't move (even your eyes)..
--its when you read his thoughts of happiness but you know that was not about you..
--he texted you all of a sudden,you cant reply(wla plang load)..




---sad..cry..cry..cry..