saglit lang..

Nakatunganga na naman sa kawalan..pigil na pigil na pero pilit paring bumubuhos ang bawat salitang naiisip..hindi mawari sa isipan kung panong biglang nawala ang iniingatang nilalang..saglit lang naman..cno ba tlga me kasalanan? ako ba? kasalanan ko bang itigil ang maling dinadanas at harapin ang tama? kasalanan ko bang maramdaman na tlgang wala at wlang mangyayari pag ito'y nagtuloy-tuloy na? sabihin mo nga kasalanan ko ba?

Iniisip ko pa rin naman ung mga ginawa natin dati ah..ung pagpuna mo sa mga kabulastugang ginagawa ko..ung mga panlilibre mo sakin..ung mga malalambing mong tx dati..ung mga pag aalala mo sakin...ung pagseselos mo(over acting)...ung mga kinakain nating kamote cue..ung pagtambay natin..ung mga sandaling nasa beach tau..lahat un naaalala ko pa..teka..ikaw ba? naaalala mo pa ba un?

Saglit lang kasi...nasunog ko na pla mga sulat mo..wla na rin akong pakialam kong ano man ung mga ginagawa ko ngaun..pasimple..hindi na rin naman ako nanghihingi ng load sau ngaun..at hindi na rin ako naghahangad ng mga pag aalala mo...wla ka na ring pagseselosan..(bakit pa?)...hindi na ako mahilig sa kamote cue..(nakakabantot ng utot)...sa org ko na rin ako tumatambay...wla na ring beach rito(puro swimming pools)...ano gulat ka?

Lam mo ba? lahat ng mga un namiss ko na...malaki na ipinagbago ko..mula sa inosenteng nilalang nagtransform na ako at naging isang mulat na indibidwal..iba na ang katauhan ko..isipin mo nga un..pano nangyari un? halata mo naman na tinitx pa kita...saglit lang...----- nahahalata mo ba un? ung paraan ng pagtx ko? iba na ba? saglit lang kasi..wag ka muna magsalita...iba na ako dba? wla ng mga katgang un pagkatapos ng bawat tx ko diba? diba?

Oo,, talgang tinatago ko yun..ayoko na magkamali...pero bakit ganun...? masaya ka..pero ako hindi..naiisip mo bang maging malungkot para sa akin? ung tipong iiwan mo ung mga nsayo ngaun pra samahan akong tumambay sa kawalan pra umisip ng mga bagay-bagay pra mapasaya ko ang sarili ko...saglit lang..kung gagawin mo un..hindi na ako mag iisip pa ng mga bagay na un..masaya na ako eh..andyan kna eh...saglit lang..wag nlng kaya..nasabi ko na..ayoko na magkamali..itatama ko na ang buhay ko..tama na ang buhay mo...ang buhay ko...(ewan)...

Saglit lang...teka...saglit lang naman..pwde bang tumigil ka muna..me sasabihin lang ako....teka..



----mahal pa rin kita....

im sorry

a night full of glittering stars and a unscented candle in front of our wasted faces..all were about to vanish...identical faces and red noses...itchy skin and all of a sudden a call of nature insisted...i keep on telling myself that it was not as i was thinkin'...i insisted to text somebody to prove to myself that i was not that shit enough..i ended up sleeping with my soiled clothes and all accesories on..im sorry..it was not that..i just missed you so much!

pain booster

normally its so happy to see some people being happy..such laughter cant be explained..yes i love the way you pose and i love the way you regain my strength everytime i stare at you at a distance of approximately 200km i guess..there's this feeling of satisfaction that no one could ever try to comprehend...i tried to draw you but no line could ever trace your pleasing facade..i tried to arrange a song for you but no words could explain you...i'd like to hug you..but you've flown away that fast..

it's just a boy

tears..i saw those tears..it was my tears back then..and it keep on repeating every process..she said she was suffering from sore throat and could not speak that much..suddenly a boy with that weird look appeared at our sight..he said OREGANO! oregano was the cure for soar throat..yes he was right..how could he possibly know that? smart boy..wisdom is not always acquired through books and publications...just learn..watch..feel...thats the essence of living here in this cruel world...

for jeyson

sunny day..rainy saturday i suppose...always shuts me up...that's him! ahahaha...long before the world has started jeyson has already evolved with a pair of black wings representing the son of the you know who...wahahaha...this must be fun..trying to step on someones dirty name...again..again and again...plak..plak..plak...
---jeyson binoang ra bitaw! ahahaha...wla lang lingaw ba...=) peace men!

i was thinkin'

i was so confused by some simple facts..this is unfair thinkin' that i was that stupid to think that those silly thoughts could possibly hurt me in the long run..really stupid...i was thinking, what if someone grabs me from behind and suddenly break my neck..isnt that a precious feeling or a sad end..i was just thinkin'...can i glorify him for what he had said that night when falling stars directly fall unto my floating mind?or will i throw some shit and tell him' "oh c'mon! i never said that i love you!" silly! yes my hero just flown away that fast..i was just thinkin that my hero seeks another helpless individual..afraid to be captured by this nobody in the society...=(

yeah its so sad

its sad to think that ur hero just flown away that fast....its not the relationship but the deep scar left in my innocent face..

enormous curiousity

great ideas cluttered very often in my mind. abused by dangerous feelings ang so much awaited by sinfulness. I am subjected to a possible year starter which could possibly spin everyone's expectations.i can probably sail to a demonic kingdom where everyone suffer sweet tortures and passionate conversations. yes, i dont have those desirable characteristics but someones gonna bring me there.....really close...