i was thinkin'

i was so confused by some simple facts..this is unfair thinkin' that i was that stupid to think that those silly thoughts could possibly hurt me in the long run..really stupid...i was thinking, what if someone grabs me from behind and suddenly break my neck..isnt that a precious feeling or a sad end..i was just thinkin'...can i glorify him for what he had said that night when falling stars directly fall unto my floating mind?or will i throw some shit and tell him' "oh c'mon! i never said that i love you!" silly! yes my hero just flown away that fast..i was just thinkin that my hero seeks another helpless individual..afraid to be captured by this nobody in the society...=(